"Who Am I ?"
First Steps
Topic Starter
"Who am I ?" In context of my background, I have lived in the U.K for over 50 years, yet I was born in Singapore and lived in Kerala until I was around five, so I have strong roots in Kerala’s philosophical and spiritual traditions, especially the Advaita Vedanta teachings of Sree Narayana Guru. My roles have been varied from mediator, relationship counsellor, writer, filmmaker, wife, mother, daughter but underneath all these roles has been a deeper search for self-understanding of who I really am. Recently, after the samadhi of Guru Muni Narayana Prasad, that question feels even more poignant. Making the documentary of Guru Muni ‘s life journey: " Guru Muni Being and Becoming" was far more than a film project for me. It was an intimate meeting with teachings on loss, impermanence, an awakening, and the possibility of seeing beyond the constructed self. His samadhi has left a silence that is difficult to describe, yet also a profound sense of gratitude. I realise more and more than who we are, may not be found in the roles we play, but in the awareness that quietly witnesses them all. An ever-flowing continuous awareness. 🙏🏽🌹
Devoted Learner
Chief Editor
The documentary Guru Muni: Being and Becoming is a truly wonderful effort. People often undervalue a documentary when the person portrayed is still alive, yet its value will undoubtedly appreciate like a vintage gem as time passes. Furthermore, creating a documentary during his lifetime gives it a rare, undeniable authenticity.
We would love to hear more about your journey along the path of guruhood. We will also be glad to add the video link of the documentary to the Guru's dedicated page on this website.✌️
First Steps
Topic Starter
Thank you for your sincere interest Bijoyees, your reflection beautifully captures the spirit behind the documentary.
There is indeed something rare about documenting a living person not merely preserving history but witnessing consciousness in motion.
Because he was alive to witness it himself, we were not only able to document his presence but also receive his own reflections and responses to the work.
When you refer to “guruhood,” to me it is a continual process of becoming, surrender, service, and inner transformation.
It is less about becoming someone special, and more about becoming transparent enough for wisdom, compassion,
and presence to move through freely. I am happy to share the documentary film on the Guru’s page, and I am very happy to share the link.
Devoted Learner
Chief Editor
Following your approval, the documentary drama link has now been added to the site.
You can find it directly on the bio page for Guru Muni Narayana Prasad.🙏